Dear Daddy

Dear Daddy,
This is a letter from my heart
Call it a kind of therapy – or at least it is a start
I have so many questions that I need an answer to
Why am I here in this world without you?

Dear daddy,
Did you even love me?
Was it because I didn’t turned out to be what you wanted me to be?
Why did you took the choice to take your last breath
I have so many things I want to know about your death

Dear daddy,
I have cried so many times
I was so sad that I almost lost my mind
I wonder if I ever will se you again
I always had that idea that you could be my best friend

Dear daddy,
It wasn’t only you who died that day
A part of me did also past away
So many times I’ve been so mad at you
If you only knew all the pain I went through

Dear daddy,
I will never understand your choice
I wish you could explain it to me with your own voice
But you aren’t here and there is nothing I can do
But dear daddy – I forgive you